Category Archives: Self Analysis

Fear

Today I heard something: “The things that you fear have already happened to you.” I thought about it. I am old. And tired. And still afraid. But the things I fear have indeed already happened; I remember them as different … Continue reading

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After

I just watched The Social Network, about two weeks after having downloaded it. A few things to say…. I am so glad I followed my initial intuition and did not become a part of Facebook. As its popularity grew it … Continue reading

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Stillness

Two movies: The Limits Of Control(2009) and The Visitor(2007). Also if you feel like it, Redbelt(2008) and Mercy(2009). In a search for stillness, you can choose to look outside and bring in, or look inside and push out. The first … Continue reading

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Contradiction…Again

I was jokingly challenged by a young and ambitious dude today to be perhaps the first and only person to enter “the system” in order to change it, without allowing it to change me. I declined his challenge, respectfully, on … Continue reading

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There is something just so sad about this all. There was always…is always the chance that things will go this way. But whether it’s my innate stubbornness or some egoic fantasy I just don’t believe the World sees it fit … Continue reading

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Veil

So I had this big thing written up just now about how capitalism invades our brains and makes us think weird without realizing it. But really I was just writing cause…..I need to write. I need to have a fucking … Continue reading

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Counterintuitive

With all this anti- sentiment I’ve had for the last eleven months or so, be it towards superficiality, structure, capitalism, or anything else, only one thing has really been consistent: I have been avoiding an important truth. Unless your problems … Continue reading

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