There is something just so sad about this all. There was always…is always the chance that things will go this way. But whether it’s my innate stubbornness or some egoic fantasy I just don’t believe the World sees it fit yet to allow me peace. Not for any lack of trying, nor ingenuity in the endeavor, I simply have not been able to find it yet in a consistent fashion.
And so, as I said recently during a strangely prescient LSD conversation, my life remains a big sad happy important thing.
And that is all.